hmmmm high school. i dont really know how i feel about it yet. sometimes i feel like its completely over rated. every day im surrounded by people that think they're the cheese. physics has started to eat away my sanity. just when i feel like im starting to understand something... i don't. seminary has to be one of the things i look forward to the most. it lifts up my sagging soul and drooping smile, it also brings sunshine into my day.
like janna said, "friendships are dropping like flys."
i couldnt agree more.
somedays I'm think "its ok, they can do what they want with there life"
but what happens is i set up my wall and act like it doesnt matter.
but on the inside i cant help but let everything crumble down
it hurts deep
this is why i love lacrosse. go work my bummm off and at the same time watch my sadness get left behind. working hard at something i love is one of the most rewarding things ever. climbing up hills while carrying someone on your back, sprinting till your body almost breaks down, and working the fundamentals everyday pays off.
this week i had a game and i scored a goal! naogialjs;ga aojaoga;jgda loajf;oajsglja;j aojajadb;oad;iogad oiajo;iagijga literally one of the best feelings EVER! its what i have been working so hard on for the past forever, and it was with my left hand (which i cant shoot with worth crap)! i literally started crying... best feeling ever.
what high school has taught me so fare is that you can't rely on someone else to make your life good, you have to do it yourself. you have to focus on the people and the things in life that make you happy.
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