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12.31.2012

I Believe


In english my teacher had us write an essay about something important to us, something that helped shape us, and this is what I came up with.


You know those people that are so happy that they seem to shine with light? My whole life I’ve been surrounded by those bright lights. My whole life I’ve tried to be one of them. Tried to be the smile to someone’s day, the skip to someone’s step.

But I’ve quickly realized that it isn’t something that you try to be; it’s something that you are. It’s not something that’s given to you, or something that you decide to want. It comes from within. That light, that shine. It comes when you figure out who you are and who you want to become.

I remember walking to my neighbor Jenny’s house everyday. I was a six year old with two older brothers, and I longed to replace them with an older sister. But since I couldn’t do that, Jenny became the perfect replacement.

She always took me on the most marvelous adventures.

One day we would draw lines of chalk on the pavement and take our bikes and turn them upside down turning the peddles pretending to make ice cream.

The next day we would build majestic castle forts down in her basement while watching Looney Tunes and eating mouthful after mouthful of popcorn. We were always eating
Popcorn.

Some days we would just sit there, and I would tell her things that I could tell no one else.

On snowy days we would hall out the shovels and make giant snow forts, and after we were frozen to the bone we would head inside for a cup of hot chocolate and miniature marshmallows.

I even remember the day I got my first bike and I ran over her because I couldn’t figure out how to brake. Even though she didn’t like me for a while, she was still my hero.

Each day was a new adventure.

I’m a freshman and she’s a senior. We haven’t changed much.

It’s hard to believe that that was just short eight years ago, and even after all this time she’s still my hero.

 The chalk has turned to dust and the bikes have been outgrown. The stones of the castle have been taken apart and laid to rest. Even though those things are gone, I still carry what she taught me each and every day.

 She taught me to be creative, to be myself, to be a good listener, to be a friend, and most importantly to love my savior Jesus Christ and my Heavenly Father.

She was the one who taught me how to shine. She taught me by the way she lived her life each and every day. Jenny, she’s got that light, that shine. She knows who she is, who she wants to be, and who she wants to become.

That's why I believe Jenny shines with light.
Just incase you're wondering, yes, this is my hero, and doesn't she shine :)

12.29.2012

oh bother

sometimes i feel a little like piglet.
a little small, a little shy, a little humble, and a little carried away.

sometimes i feel like owl.
like a genius (especially after i do well on a test, thats always a good thing :), pretty cocky, scatter brained and sassy.

sometimes i feel like roo.
a child, small and needy, wanting to be held.

sometimes i feel like tigger.
a ball of energy, bouncing off the walls, annoying, and in peoples way.

sometimes i feel like eeyore.
alone, off balance, blue, needing a friend, or someone to care.

sometimes i feel like kanga.
protecting, loving, and nurturing.

sometimes i feel like rabbit.
a bit antsy, impatient, annoyed, and irritated easily.

sometimes i feel like christopher robin.
a small kid with a wild imagination.

but most the time i feel like pooh.
content with a big heart stuffed full of love, a large appetite that's never truly satisfied. looking for an adventure while wandering through life with a smile, a little bit scatterbrained but full of surprises.



please, please, please, promise me that you will always remember that you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.

12.10.2012

Good thing theres such a thing as resurrection
I call it Youtube